I wish I could have been everything you needed in life. I wish I could have been so perfect you would never have to look at another girl ever again. I wish I could have made you my husband and have beautiful babies with you. Unfortunately that wont happen becauses you broke my heart and my trust. I have no words for what you have done to me. You have been acting weird lately, barely texting me, never texting good morning, taking forever to respond saying work is busy yet you have time to follow all these people on instagram and liking their photos. I tried to ignore it and not cry over something I wasnt understanding. I tried to be there for you and be your support system when you needed me. Im not perfect and never have been but I deserve so much more than what you have done to me. I needed to type this out because if I said it to your face I would foolishly try to make an excuse for your unloyal behavior or try to convince myself it wont happen again and I was someone to blame for your unfaithfulness. I looked at your instagram, I know you have been talking to several woman and completing disregarding our relationship. I figured something was up when you said you had your notifications off and were watching strange things, why would you have your notifications off? and netflix showed that you never even watched stranger things or it would have started on the next episode and would have been in your recently watched. Im sorry I had to go that far but I was almost certain something was up and I needed proof or you were going to make me look crazy again. You wrote them while im laying next to you in bed. Before you get mad and say I disrespected your privacy, dont bother getting mad, you dont even know the meaning of respect. Im not even sure if you actually cheated on me before with the girl from work, you have completely lost my trust. It is one of the most painful experiences of my life knowing that the man of my dreams could take my heart and use it so carelessly. I will never fully trust anyone again, I was so blindsided by this, even typing it now it feels unreal. I dont know how you can kiss me and look me in the eyes knowing all the things youve said to these other girls. I dont know if ill ever get past this gut wrenching feeling and fall for someone else again, im thankful I have amazing friends and family to fall back on. I wish I didnt brag so much about you to everyone because now I just feel so dumb and naive for thinking I had my fairytale guy. I have never felt so loved and cherrished and have never experienced passion like we had, but I refuse to be a fool and stay with someone who doesnt love me. I was never not loyal to you. I would have honestly given my last breath if thats what you needed. My heart was so invested in you through all the good and bad. I think the things ill miss the most is your incredible mother, who I will always love and the person you once were before all of this cheating. How long did you plan on leading me on? How long would I have been lied to? Thank you for letting me support us financially thinking we were building a future together. Did you feel bad at all when I gave you gifts and helped you pay off your credit card while you are sweet talking some other girl? Do you care about me at all? Did you ever care? I have so many questions and through it all I cant believe my heart still wants you. Im sorry that I made you so miserable you had to cheat. I only wanted the best for you. Thank you for the past two years of ups and downs. I was always there for you even after you broke my heart the first time. I Thank you for making me feel crazy all this time about being suspicious of your behavior, turns out I was right all along. I dont know how you could have cheated on me when you know exactly how painful that feels. Im selling the engagment ring since it cleary has no meaning to you. I dont want any reminders of what I could of had with you. You can keep everything in the box or throw it away, I dont care at this point im too numb to feel anything. I sincerly hope shes worth it Keith, at least that way I wont feel like I was cheated on by a nobody..
Grass is always greener - and yea, I know it's tough...because when someone else has a solid job and you can't find one...the grass actually is greener in that respect but it doesn't have to take over your life like this..
damn, this girl looks nice.
that is a perfect ass!.
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brunette sitting watermelon towel black bikini beach garbage trash bin.
You know what? You’re right, Weezy. One of my goals lately has been to practice more patience and compassion. I’m actually interested in doing some volunteer work and you know, all of a sudden it hit me.. my writing here and length and detail on LS is not healthy anymore..
Maybe factors such as those do sometimes contribute towards promiscuity. Particularly where a woman's using her sexuality in an effort to get attention/love..
tiny titties are feckin hot.
You need to confront her about this now..
lost for words.
Here's a radio show with the author of that book who explains why men are more attracted to girls who have good boundaries and self respect. It's one hour long but it's worth listening to..
3. The womans feelings are more important than the mans feelings / friendships..
When I try to analyze the situation afterwards, I can't even figure out WHY he was calling in the first place. But by the time I actually talk to him, it's just him getting really angry and me trying to defend myself for why I didn't pick up/text back earlier. At this point I have way too many memories of what were supposed to be nice nights out with friends, but instead I'm repeatedly excusing him to go stand on the street corner and argue with him over the phone about why I didn't pick up earlier. These are never like 30-second phonecalls to say "Love you, hope you're having fun" or "Just confirming our plans for later". It's always drama! And the drama is usually about the call itself. Also, there's never an option to quickly text or pick up and say "sorry in the middle of something, can I call you in 30 mins?" Doing that with him makes things much worse..
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Wow what a gem here!.
You must have had some "attraction" to them, even if on just one level, to at least want to go out with them..