I started doing it that way because the other way was too painful, made me feel like I was begging for his attention, and made me feel really low. I hate being manipulated, and the silent treatment is an easy way to get someone to do what you want..
because you WILL get caught..
If you really like this girl's mental attributes and could be more attracted to her if she were slimmer, maybe you should go on more active dates than sit down dinners... you mentioned that you have a gym membership - maybe you have a few guest passes you could share with her? Or if that's not the case, maybe you should just move on..
keyboard without computer iphone.
You have some trust issues and need to calm down, you will scare a good girl off with your sneaking and nagging.... women who have integrity and are in love with you are naturally monogamous. (but women under 27 years old, all bets are off)..
breaking someone's door in--screen door or not--.